Letters to Dad

 Hi Dad,  Since you died, I have had some trouble processing...well...everything. You were my person. I talked to you about everything. You, dear, were my best friend. I have heard from lots of people who have lost people they love, that writing them letters helps. So here I am. Writing to you.  I miss you terribly. I am hoping that eventually I'll be able to type these without tears running down my face, but I am not there yet. For the last four months, since the morning you left us, tears have been freely falling from eyes with just the slightest thought of you. And I think of you all the time. Maybe, with time, I'll no longer need to write out my feelings because my heart and my brain with start to work together again but for now, since my heart is so thoroughly broken, I will share with you everything I need to or want to right here on this page. If anyone reads this, maybe they can find help or comfort in knowing that there is someone else out here whose trying, like...